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My name is Shana, I'm 16. I'll start you off of how I met the man of my dreams. We met in 8th grade, and things were great from the begining. We started dated about 10 months of knowing one another and becoming best friends. So we literally knew everything about one another. From our favorite food to our darkest secrets and regrets. Things were wonderful we dated for 8 months. Then we had a big fight, which ended in him leaving me for someone else and we didn't talk for nearly 2 months. When we started high schoolPreschooler development
Preschooler test
Preschooler test or procedure preparation
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School age test or procedure preparation
School-age children development we still didn't talk, but all that changed because on the first day. We had the same class together and not only did we have to sit at the same lab table we had to be lab partners for the rest of the semester. At first it was so hard, and then I met someone else and he was- well abusive. One day this other guy and I were fighting and he pushed me into the lockers and pinned me. Bryan saw what he was doing and oushed him off of me.Bryan wrapped his arms around me and said "You alright babe?". I was so stunned.
He and I were close friends again, but we both knew that we still loved each other as we did the first day we met. But I was still with pyscho-boy, when I really wanted to be with bryan. We sat in study hall and Bryan and I found it hillarous to beat the **** out of each other. So we were smacking each other, and he hit me kinda hard across the faceFace pain, and pyscho-boy walked in. All he saw was bryan holding me caressing my faceFace pain. So pyscho-boy went and set me and bryan up. Pyscho-boy got people to jump bryan and blamed it all on me. Bryan was pulled out from schoolPreschooler development
Preschooler test
Preschooler test or procedure preparation
School age child development
School age test or procedure preparation
School-age children development and placed in a private academy, and I never saw or talked to him for nearly a year. Bryan came backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment into my life when I was dating a close friend of his to show me that his friend was using and cheating on me. I left his friend, and Bryan and I finally got a chance to talk things out and clear the air. We knew that we still loved each other very very much. But I decided that we need time to let our wounds heal and just to be friends for awhile longer. We were best friends, almost irrseperable, for a close 1 and a half. We got backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment together, and decided to just start from were we left off we we first dated. So that brings us to being best friends for 4 years, and a couple for a year.
The celebration of our one year, Bryan and I were going to go camping. As I was preparing my clothes for that weekend. It was thrusday June 8th, 2007 at exactly 11:36 p.m. his aunt called me.
aunt: Shana..you need to sit down.
Shana: cindy what's wrong..whats going on.
aunt: Shana, Bryans been invovled in a hit and run. He is in the traumaAcoustic trauma
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Ear barotrauma
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Genital injury
Head injury
Head trauma
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Tailbone trauma center, and he is begging to see you before they transport him.
I made it to the hospital in 4 mintues and I live 15 miles out of town. When I got there Bryan was covered in bloodAmylase - blood
Bleeding
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Blood clot formation
Blood clots
Blood culture
Blood differential
Blood gases
Blood gases test
Blood glucose monitoring
Blood in semen, he was laid out on a stretcher. He legLeg lengthening/shortening
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Shin splints was severly damaged and he was covered in scratchesAllergy skin prick or scratch test
Allergy testing. He pulled me in the bed with him, All I could do was hold him in my arms, and beg him to hold on, to keep fighting he was going to make it thru this. When they came to get him, he pulled me and close and asked for one last kiss. I kissed and with tears running down our facesFace pain and he held my faceFace pain and told me his biggest dream was to marry me. They pulled him away and took him in the aumbulance.
Know I watch a machine breathBreath alcohol test
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Breath odor for him, there are tubes ablosultely every were in his body. I watch him cry because he can't do anything besides lay there. And it kills me. I'm emotionally and mentally run-downed and I need to be strong in those fields for him. I sit and cry when I walk away, I can't focus at work. I sit in the bathroom and cry and puke. What can I do to help the painAbdominal pain
Abdominal pain diagnosis
Acupuncture and pain
Ankle pain
Anterior knee pain
Back pain - low
Bone pain or tenderness
Breast pain
Causes of painful intercourse
Chest pain
Chronic pain - resources.

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First of all, you've got to calm down. You won't be any good to Bryan if you fall apart. Try to focus on the good that has come out of this. He's alive, right? Thank God! Do you have anyone there you can lean on right now? A friend or familyBirth control and family planning
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Family troubles - resources member that you can talk to, someone to go to the hospital with? You shouldn't be trying to deal with this all on your own. Try to remember that Bryan needs you to be strong for him right now. If he sees you all upset, itll be upsetting to him. Think of some things that you can bring to him to encourage him, like some music, a stuffed animal. Bring him cards from others. Ask others to pray for him (if you believe in the power of prayer) and tell him that many people are praying for his recoveryRecovery position - series. That tends to make just about anyone feel better. Sit with him, hold his handHand or foot spasms
Hand tremor and encourage him. Tell him you can't wait till he's all better so that you guys can do things together again. Tell him how much he means to you. Tell him that you will be there for him for the long haul, that you will not abandon him no matter what. He needs to hear that. If you really love him, this will be a real test for you. Would you still love him even if he never fully recovered? What if he lost a legLeg lengthening/shortening
Leg pain
Leg pain (osgood-schlatter)
Shin splints? He's probably feeling very scared not only about what's going on with him but also whether he will lose you. You are stronger than you realize. Yes, this is scary, but he's alive. Be grateful for that and focus on getting him better. Don't focus on what could have happened or what could happen. Refuse to let your mind dwell on the negative or scary thoughts. Only allow uplifting, encouraging thoughts and words come out of your mouthMouth sores
Oral cancer. The more you practice that, the more it will come naturally and the more you can relax and start to believe that he WILL get better. I hope any of this helps. I for one will be praying for you and your boyfriend. Take care and let us know how he does, ok? God bless!

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It's okay to feel like you just cant do it anymore(if thats what you mean) I used to feel the same way. I had to litterally take care of my terminally sickSick sinus syndrome boyfriend handHand or foot spasms
Hand tremor and footAthlete's foot
Athlete's foot, tinea pedis
Clubfoot
Clubfoot deformity
Clubfoot repair
Clubfoot repair - series
Diabetes foot care
Diabetic blood circulation in foot
Diabetic foot care
Erythema toxicum on the foot
Foot pain for a little less than a year and there were times I used to say to my self I didnt sign up for this S***. And belive me it was hard having to be the strong emotional support for two people cause its draining tryin to keep up with my own issues.But you know what kept me strong and loving that man until the day he passed, Every time i would get discouraged I would say to Myself ,IT COULD BE WORST,HE COULD BE DEAD. I know it sounds a little harsh to hear but it just reminded me that it really could be worst and that dispite the phsical things that I had to do for him that made me tired and all the emotional support I had to give to him and also myself to stay sane,if you can say you love some one it is suppose to be unconditional and this is one of those what I like to call for better or worst test.And if you can make thru this what that man there will definetly be brighter days ahead for you guys future.I bet you that man will forever love you for sticking by his side at this point in his life. My BF told me a little before he passed "AND IN THE END IT WAS YOU'" He told me how much he loved me and apreciated me more than anyone in this world and I felt truth in his statment as he said it and thats when I knew it was all worth it. Its going to be one little thing that will make it all worth wild youll see. Hang in there...and It's okay to cry...